That horny time of month

Me: Last night, I had an awesome orgasm fantasizing about you doing very dirty things to me. Did I tell you I'm on my period?

D: LOL! I could have guessed. You don't know how bad I want to give you those orgasms with my tongue, fingers and cock.

Me: Mmmm. You have no idea how wet that makes me. I love it when you talk dirty.

D: I love doing it because I know how hot you get.

Me: My clit is throbbing right now imagining me moving my hips against your mouth and tongue. It also makes me hot thinking about putting your rock hard cock in my mouth and sucking it until you spill your warm cum down my throat. I don't plan to waste a drop.

D: !!! God, my dick is so hard right now it's a shame.

Me: Just the way I like it! I want to suck it like it's the last dick on earth. Will you let me do that and then cum in my mouth?

D: AS MANY TIMES AS YOU WANT.

Me: Something to ponder while at work: imagine me on my knees under your desk, your cock sliding in and out of my mouth while you process checks. And no one is the wiser.

D: They're going to suspect something if I start yelling , "Make me cum, Angel!"

Me: LOL. And it would be my pleasure. As you know, I live to make you cum.

D: I am so lucky to have you.

Me: Yes, you are! Now go enjoy your day.

A Look Back: the beginning of our relationship

Hi Angel,

Just checking in after a long week. It's weird, Angel, but I feel like I've known you all my life. We really do seem to have the same personalities. I have definitely been looking for love and acceptance and validation that I'm special for as long as I can remember. I usually trace it back to losing my mother when I was 10, but there are so many more issues that go along with it. I look forward to you feeling comfortable and telling me a little about your history, I am very eager to learn what has happened in your life to take you to this point, and I want to compare it to what's happened to me to lead me to where I am.

This is the point where I leave my phone number and tell you to call me when you have time to talk, but I always get nervous for no good reason. Probably that acceptance thing--because if you call and I'm too nervous to have a good conversation, then I will feel bad, like I let you down. But that's silly, because that presumes that I have to perform well and have the greatest conversation in history in order to impress you, and you haven't done anything to indicate that I have to do that...anyway I'm blabbing again, so if you want to call me sometime, my home number is (555) 555-5555.

D

My thoughts on our weekend together

• We spent our most recent weekend together the way we spend most of our visits: alone - just the two of us, spoiling each other with undivided attention and isolated from the outside world. As much as I enjoy the solitary love nest we create when we're together, I realize that this is not at all healthy nor is it a representation of everyday life. I think it is important that we explore our relationship within the context of multiple settings not just one. On our next visit, I would like for us to engage in activities outside of our residences. We could go out to dinner or to a movie, go bowling, get together with our respective friends, play poker. There are any number of things we could do that would serve to strengthen our relationship and allow us to get to know each other in a new and different way.


• A situation arose during this trip that forced us to use our communication and conflict resolution skills for the first time and I must say that I am very pleased with the way we handle everything. However, the incident was a reminder to me that despite how long we've been together (approximately 16 months), our relationship is still very untested. We've yet to have our first argument (I don't think this past weekend qualifies) and we've never had to tackle any significant problems together. This concerns me a little. I don't want to walk down the aisle unless I am reasonably certain that we have what it takes to conquer whatever life throws at us.


• The "make-up sex" after our little conflict was absolutely terrific. I reacted with puppy dog enthusiasm when you commanded me to take off my panties and lie on my stomach because I knew a spanking was in store. With each stinging swat, my desire grew more intense until eventually I was raising my hips to meet your hand. You finished me off with a finger-fuck from behind. Delicious!


• In the book that I have on long-distance relationships, the author mentions that it is completely normal to experience mixed emotions about leaving your partner. He explains that, oftentimes, once the need for intimacy has been satisfied, we become anxious to refocus on the world we live in. This is the way I felt during our last few hours together. While I was sad about the impending separation, I was ready to get back to my day-to-day life. The funny thing is though, once I had kissed you goodbye and pulled out of the airport parking lot, I was ready to have you back.